I had yet another over welm crying fit when I thought I was doing okay on sleep. Over sleeping actually with alot of pain in back from sitting and video gaming mostly. I live in a toxic environment with elderly parents. So I had to call my aunt today and vent out my feelings. Its been nearly the last 2 months out of the last 14-15 months like this. I refuse to take my insomniac meds because of drinking beverages that would counter act my meds and make me pass out too strongly on a low dose of two i think 15 mg or 20 mg of something with anxiety medicines inside.