Many nights I go to bed, and for a few minutes I feel pressured to sleep, but I try not to try to sleep. I eventually succeed, and I'm not thinking about sleeping whatsoever. My mind just wanders into random things (not too stimulating, just wandering around). After hours of this, I "snap" and think, "Um... aren't I supposed to be asleep by now?", I look at the clock, and it's 5 or 6 am.
People say that insomnia is caused by being worried about sleep. I completely forgot that I was trying to sleep during the hours when my mind wanders, so I really don't think my problem is worry about sleep. (And if the tiny amount that I *do* stress about it is keeping me up, there's probably a deeper issue going on than just stress).
This cycle essentially ruined my Christmas break and it's driving me crazy.
Does anyone know of any ways to stop this?
Is it possible that my body is just not built to last? I mean, my body needs sleep, and yet absolutely refuses to do so when I give it a chance to. If there's not a clear way to stop it, what do I make of that?